TELL ME

How is it supposed to feel when you lose everything you’ve worked for for years?How am I supposed to go on when life gives me a blow?How do I get back on my feet?Show me how to turn back time and relive my life all over again.Tell me how to feel alive again.Tell me how to fill the void.Tell me how to add more seconds to the life of a lost loved one.Tell me what I want to hear. Tell me that I am safe .Tell me that I am perfect. Tell me that I can get through this.Tell me that I am strong.Tell me to move on.Tell me how to distract myself. Tell me how to numb the agony.Do not tell me to get help.Do not tell me to attend counselling sessions. Do not tell me that I am breaking inside.Do not tell me to seek medical attention.What do I really want?I just don’t know.It feels like I am escaping reality.I don’t feel like talking about it but it feels better when I write it all down.